Just one month at work to go through. Most people would be demob happy right now, but I'm drained, anxious and fundamentally un-relaxed. Working at my current place has broken my body clock for good I reckon. Even on a day off I'm awake at 6.30 or so, my senses seemingly flicked on like a switch. The morning commute is a joy as Bushy Park is beautiful and calm just before 7am on a sunny summer morning. I would love to park the car and go for a gentle stroll for an hour but I don't think the boss would approve!
Now the people I work with are the most professional and dedicated group I have ever had the privilege of being alongside. They have taught me alot. However I need to get a personal life back, I long to exercise again and to enjoy pursuits at a leisurely pace that normal people enjoy. Hard core professional people don't have much time for their families, to nurture them and help them grow and I fear being one of such a dedicated group.
Still, I've got to plaster a smile on my face and get on with it. Despite the busy-ness and the dedicated-ness I will miss the kiddies I've grown to have a bond with. Soon though I'll be getting a new batch in much less strenuous circumstances.
A.
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